We all carry history in our bodies.
In her twenties and early thirties, Jen Soriano spent hours lying awake at night, her sleep disturbed by pain that seemed to have no cause. Eventually, she received a collection of diagnoses: C-PTSD, generalized anxiety disorder, peripheral neuralgia, mild dystonia, and social anxiety disorder. Soriano realized that these were all conditions that affect the nervous system. What could have caused these nervous system disturbances in the first place? And why was her own father, a neurosurgeon, unable to help?
Many stories about trauma, mental illness, and chronic pain focus solely on individual paths to healing. In fourteen lyrical essays traversing centuries and continents, Soriano widens the lens to show how we can move from isolated trauma to a networked web of trauma wisdom. Nervous unflinchingly examines legacies of war, racism, colonization, and migration, and navigates both the human body and the body politic by centering neurodiverse, disabled, and genderqueer bodies of color within larger systems that have harmed and silenced them for generations. With Nervous, Soriano boldly invites us along on a watershed journey toward healing, collective safety, and communion.